I realized that writing is much easier for me, when I'm sad, when I'm restless and still can't find any solution to what is bothering me...then I write.
Finding the right words to express my feelings and thoughts gives me an incredible relief...
Even if no-one will ever read most of the things I write..or maybe because it's just for me that I write, I can find myself, get calm and try and restructure my life.
Then I get quiet until my life has had enough time to mess itself up again...
...and I do my best to help it with this task...just to make sure it doesn't get too boring...